Afraid Anyomore 歌词

She won't make me happy As I lay by her side 'Cause something's out to get me And from this fear I hide A cold sweat on the highway A panic in the air I follow doctors' orders To make myself not care When all I want is for someone to take me home But all I need is just to take my time Someone's on the phone Someone's in my bed While something in the closet Keeps running through my head Don't wanna be alone Don't wanna be awake I'm getting way too old And I don't wanna be afraid anymore So many years I've wasted So many more I'll hide But whats the point of living Just to keep yourself alive When all I want is for someone to take control But all I need is just to take my time You know I never asked for too much I had it all from the start My only want was to find a day with time on my own But now the years have gone by and I'd Like to find somebody else A guarantee to take hold of me And never let go