First Time 歌词

I put on my make up spray my perfume Sit on the front porch waiting on you to show up You said we would catch up cause it have been awhile I hate to admit it but my hands are shaking barely Breathing heart is racing Looks like feelings don't always change there mind But you never called never showed up Guess somethings things never change And its just like living in a flash back Your letting me down again And that's why the past should be the past Far behind back of mind out of the way Let the memories burn and crash Cause sitting here looking at the drive way It's just tearing my heart back in half Likes nothing change except the time that's past And that's why goodbye should mean goodbye The first time I should know better I hate that I still cry Looking like a fool here looking for headlights And kicking my self for believing in you again I bet your around drinking With a new blonde and telling her Whatever is playing is her song And helping her up in to your chevy instead Even when you don't have me You can still be the one to hurt me It must feel good to know that I'm still holding on to letting go And that's why the past should be the past Far behind back of mind out of the way Let the memories burn and crash Cause sitting here looking at the driveway Its just tearing my heart back in half Likes nothing change except the time that's past And that's why goodbye should mean goodbye The first time And that's why the past should be the past Far behind back of mind out of the way Let the memories burn and crash Cause sitting here looking at the this driveway Its just tearing my heart back in half Likes nothing change except the time that's past And that's why goodbye should mean goodbye So now I'm letting you go like I should of tried the first time The first time