Pumping the Vein 歌词

I can’t contain my spirit, agony is from within Long for compassion, control, shut me in I can even hear my heartbeat And my chest is going to blow Pounding! Stall my breathing, chocking No air can flow Thinkin’ is getting thicker And in my head there’s no way out Anxiety’ s a whisper, turning into a shout Pain, pain pumping the vein My whole existence is pain There’s a monster in the corner right when I close my eyes I can feel it getting closer guilt comes in every size “Why can’t you hear me mama, please make it go away? ” Silence keeps on ringin’ my soul can’t lay lay lay No one can understand me, no time for falling out Anxiety, turning into a shout Pain, pain pumping the vein My whole existence is pain Hold me, somebody help I'm falling I feel the darkness in my eye Hold me, this emptiness surrounds me I know my kingdom is a lie