Parasite 歌词

I don't know what is happening to me My memories are hiding me something You can't feel what I feel, I'm dying, I knew it This is just another fucking mind disease So deep and so dark, this shit is killing me I don't need help, I am okay, but I don't believe it Maybe it is consuming my heart now Maybe you need to show me how (To escape from this sickness, I can't take it anymore) It's time to get ready, it's time to get ready 'Cause my brain is melting and my body is unsteady I don't believe that I can escape from this Just like a didn't escape from other stupid things This is in my body now, a parasite in the dawn A sickness, a virus, a cancer, it will make me fall (Make me fall) don't let me down They are trying to say that is just a moment Only I know how real is my torment I'm trying to scream, but not loud enough, can you hear it? I can't believe in a word they say My nihilistic suffering will end someday I'm not on my way, and I'm trying to say, how wrong is it? You can say that is just a little sadness But I guarantee how big is my loneliness (Dying in a deep black hole, I can't take it anymore) It's time to get ready, it's time to get ready 'Cause my brain is melting and my body is unsteady I don't believe that I can escape from this Just like a didn't escape from other stupid things This is in my body now, a parasite in the dawn A sickness, a virus, a cancer, it will make me fall (Make me fall) don't let me down I don't believe that I can escape from this Just like a didn't escape from other stupid things This is in my body now, a parasite in the dawn A sickness, a virus, a cancer, it will make me fall (Make me fall) don't let me drown My parasite is teaching me More than nobody did They never cared about me And in the end they're gonne ask: Why did you did this? And I will answer: I've tryied to show you, but you never saw I didn't knew what to do, and you let me drown, I've tryed to scape but that was my fate, now you know why I lost my faith I don't believe that I can escape from this Just like a didn't escape from other stupid things This is in my body now, a parasite in the dawn A sickness, a virus, a cancer, it will make me fall (Make me fall) don't let me down I don't believe that I can escape from this Just like a didn't escape from other stupid things This is in my body now, a parasite in the dawn A sickness, a virus, a cancer, it will make me fall (Make me fall) don't let me drown