Unthreading 歌词

i've got a sleep deprived anxiety and it's itching beneath my skin these liquid liaisons aren't cutting it anymore they keep taking longer and longer to kick in so i'll just pour and pour until i awaken on a foreign bathroom floor there's a trashcan full of shit that reminds me of you and there's memories in my head of things i wish i didn't do and i'm watching the sun crawl past the mountains and hide and i'm keeping myself company since no one's by my side and i think i might have taken too much but i wanted to feel alive again yeah i think i might have taken too much but i wanted to see your smile again and when the men in white arrived they did their best to make sure i survived they asked what i had to take but in delirium i couldn't even stay awake so off i went soaring down that street light spinning the men in white quick to their feet the only thing i heard was the muffled tone belonging to people that i didn't know the angels in white bring me food on plastic trays they always tell me i'll get back my memory some day and i don't really mind i think it's fine i just look out my window at the clouds to pass the time and i'm wondering why i'm even here they say i was in a coma for a year there's no family or anyone to visit me but it's all right i don't want any sympathy