Dysmorphic 歌词

I packed my overnight bag a year before they say "everyone's waiting for something" this is what I have been searching for do not call the doctors they won't tell you a thing do not call my father as if he knew how I was doing Bandages all around, jello running down your chest hope for the best This is not what I had expected You were not the person I projected on you from the start Now my nerves are a bowl full of porridge drive the last nail and close up this casket and I know it's dramatic but baby, I'm manic and the verdict of late is dysmorphic Like I could be better Like I could be better, I swear and if I develop infection I will scratch you right out of my skin if I come home looking different please do not ask me where I have been I was there, under my skin everything I knew that I would have been for you were there, under my skin everything I did that I'd do again everything I did, oh, I'd do again and again 'cause I could be, I could be better I could be better, I swear I packed my overnight bag a year before they say "everyone's waiting for something" I don't want to wait anymore.