How 歌词

I had wondered what was done to you To give you such a taste of flesh I guess for years I just carried on Didn't feel much of a choice to suppress I hope your memory is less vivid than mine And it's free from that awful maple light I have to say I still wish you had just done it in the dark So the pictures didn't burn so bright But I'll forgive you now Release you from all of the blame I know how And I'll forgive you now As if saying the words will help me know how Please help me know how I'm afraid it will take a time I make my case to the Shahanshah as I bring him his cup And I tell him the best I can what I need To build the walls of my Jerusalem back up And I have reckoned with what you've taken from me And I killed that liar in my head I buried him beneath the maple tree There's no joy in dancing with the dead But I'll forgive you now Release you from all of the blame I know how And I forgive you know As if saying the words will help me know how How How