Coolidge 歌词

I'm not a cool guy anymore as if I ever was before I took a look at all the signs then rolled it over in my mind the feelings I could not release became a bitter part of me what was I thinking of? it couldn't stay the way it was I looked at my reflection and I saw a stranger's face I saw where I was going a and I had to walk away I lost a girl, it's just as well she tried to save me from myself I've still got her on my mind tossing and turning in my bed but if she had stayed another week I would have dragged her down with me she took it 'til she had enough is that what I thought love was? I told her "see you later" But it's hard to see at all at the bottom of the barrel with your back against the wall Well I'm not acool guy anymore left it behind me, then locked the door I know you can't escape the past now I look back and have to laugh I was my worst enemy it almost got the best of me what was I thinking of? it couldn't stay the way it was I looked up one day and saw it was up to me you can only be a victim if you admit defeat I looked up one day and saw it was up to me you can only be a victim if you admit defeat