Trying 歌词

I feel like I'm half complete Trying to find my place in the sun and run and I run and I run but I can't compete My friends say I'm fine but I'm fraying at the seams And I just can't sleep My nightmares I keep through the day and they won't go away And I taste defeat Obsessed restless mind I wish I knew the right way to fill out my time But I let the alcohol flow and I put on a show but you know I'm trying, so hard, I'm trying, so hard, I'm trying, so hard, I'm I'm trying, so hard, I'm trying, so hard, I'm trying, so hard, I'm As the morning begins I begin to pack my things I get my knickers in a twist and I wish and I wish for a short back and sides and a shirt and a tie So I can fit in Put some wind in my sails but I just can't breathe To young to feel this old and old enough know the weight I'm carrying Obsessed restless mind I wish I knew the right way to fill out my time But I let the alcohol flow and I put on a show but you know I'm trying, so hard, I'm trying, so hard, I'm trying, so hard, I'm I'm trying, so hard, I'm trying, so hard, I'm trying, so hard, I'm Nothing else left to do Retreat into a fighting stance and I dance and I dance and I dance in these dead girls shoes I can feel these troubled soles pulling me to the floor And they just want more With so much to lose Hope went and died A hearse by his side 2 Gold coins in his eyes Obsessed restless mind I wish I knew the right way to fill out my time But I let the alcohol flow and I put on a show but you know I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so hard I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so hard I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so hard I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so hard I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so hard I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so hard I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so