Anguish 歌词

Ever since it felt like I had a grip on who I was Feelings that I cared about my future were always missing Because I never seemed to care about myself or what was for my best interest Losing the war within myself Does everyone go through a time like this The questions of your existence on who you should be Or if you are who you are but as we all find out the questions may never be answered And you will be lost until you stop asking and just existing It's so hard to see that everything in front of me is alright When the simple things make sense to everyone but I'm left blind Does this life even matter to me, or am I just wasting my time Well I wish I could make the change Losing the war within myself Does everyone crash against the wall like this The struggle for independence How can you believe in anyones truths are the lies The madness will drive you insane shake up your spinal column And you'll be in fog until you stop distrusting and just believing It's so hard to see that everything in front of me is alright When the simple things make sense to everyone but I'm left blind Does this life even matter to me, or am I just wasting my time Well I wish I could make the change Losing the war within myself I may never find my meaning Haunting dreams that I may never find the reason for this life Am I just forsaken to wander with thoughts that I'm just wasting my time By the end the coffin will close while I am laying still wondering why No one is around mourning for my miserable life It's so hard to see that everything in front of me is alright When the simple things make sense to everyone but I'm left blind Does this life even matter to me, or am I just wasting my time Well I wish I could make the change I wish I could make the change yeah I wish I could make the change Losing the war within myself I may never find my meaning