Transparent 歌词

My head is empty but it's full with useless things It feels like it's someone else who's pulling on my strings How can I fight this war when I'm about to lose control? Despair and anguish are the struggles of my soul So insecurity is all that I am Oh God what's the point of this? I'll never understand My mind is raging But my heart is beating calmly like before Now I hear the voices call my name I'm slowly fading You can see my heart right through the skin and all my bones I'm trapped in a puppet show, so I'm still on my own (So I'm still on my own) I am so curious what my life could've been I need a helping hand before I can even live Feels like a curse and it will break all my bones But I'll survive somehow 'cause my heart is made of stone Everything is different to what it used to be I suffer every day and wish to break free My mind is raging But my heart is beating calmly like before Now I hear the voices call my name I'm slowly fading You can see my heart right through the skin and all my bones I'm trapped in a puppet show, so I'm still on my own (So I'm still on my own) But inside of my heart there survives a spark Enlighten my [?] my thoughts But inside of my heart there survives a spark Enlighten my [?] my thoughts My mind is raging But my heart is beating calmly like before Now I hear the voices call my name I'm slowly fading You can see my heart right through the skin and all my bones I'm trapped in a puppet show, so I'm still on my own (So I'm still on my own) How can I fight this war when I'm about to lose control? Despair and anguish are the struggles of my soul