Fester 歌词

I don’t want the things I don’t say To keep getting in the way But I can’t stop keeping my mouth shut Everything pours straight from my gut It doesn’t matter anyway Nothing that I could say To make this hurt go away So I’d rather sit in pain Fester the sadness that I'm in Up until I wear too thin Finally let you in Oh, I want to let you in I’d rather keep it to myself Brush it off, help it find a shelf 'Cause all these memories Can’t be the death of me I don’t like drinking to forget But I don’t like the pain I'm in And if it hurts worse every day Can we ever feel ok? It doesn’t matter anyway Nothing that I could say To make this hurt go away So I’d rather sit in pain Fester the sadness that I'm in Up until I wear too thin Finally let you in Oh, I want to let you in This is where the fear begins I'm always scared in my own skin I'm never telling anyone The way I felt when you were done I don’t want the things I don’t say To keep getting in the way But I can’t stop keeping my mouth shut Everything pours straight from my gut It doesn’t matter anyway Nothing that I could say To make this hurt go away So I’d rather sit in pain Fester the sadness that I'm in Up until I wear too thin Finally let you in Oh, I want to let you in