One Wish 歌词

I wish to begin with a kiss And find the evergrey To flood, to fill one more delusion That satisfies my woes... One dream, one breath, One more flat line to pace, Another night I tolerate The filthy shit that seems to be my face. Another night goes by... I need a sound, I need a voice that speaks my name, A different eye to recognize The tortured fiend that used to be myself. Beneath my secret smile, I lick my curse. Another fading light, Another night. I wish, to become the machine I so despise And feast on cries, To dissolve and fly And drown inside my ugly lies... I wish to sleep, I wish to smile, Deep down inside I wish to covet my denial. It's growing darker with each breath