Blind Eyed 歌词

This lighter don't work, no No flame to spark my goal My Nike'es laced in dirt, oh I've ended up treading on my own soul My headphones only working on the left side But I try, to live the right life My eyes wide, and I strive To stop my demons gripping, ripping from the inside This road is dark and I can't find the batteries for my flashlight I'm blind eyed and I'm tried These drugs don't work The pain it takes control A blood-stained shirt I feel like I'm always being chased by the devil I tried to talk but I can't seem to get my spoken words right And I T.T.T.T.T.T. try to keep my stutter light And this life it can be ish right, cut you like a flick knife Twist and make you sick right An I think, (maybe I'll be better off alone) So I redirect the calls from my phone I learnt so many lessons from depression But in essence I'm just wishing that these bad thoughts were gone Sometimes I get these times when it's like time is against me In my mind I kind of mind yeah that my mind can torture me But I rhyme ‘cause when I rhyme it's like my rhymes they set me free And I shine so bright, I shine those times these rhymes come out of me Sometimes I bleed Sometimes I crawl, sometimes I slip, sometimes I fall Sometimes times my back is up against the Wall so hard that whole building could fall Sometimes I bruise, sometimes I break Sometimes I'm true, sometimes I'm fake Sometimes I'm hoping for a moment when the floor Would just start opening and swallow me for goodness sake I think I'm gonna break cause I ache and it's bait I'm awake in a world full of pain superman no cape And I'm pressing the breaks but the breaks They break and I'm driving my universe into a lake And the weight, the weight of the world don't wait We make mistakes when it's all at stake We cook out cake we eat our cake Sometimes no time for double takes but (That's just the way life goes sometimes) But I don't want to end up in the gutter being battered by my Troubles face down in puddle where the sun don't shine So I'm coming and giving it back, upon the track and attacking ‘em Stacking up beats like I did with this one I pack it in And I'm praying, oh lord take this pain away