Suffering 歌词

I take too much of everything Straight into my blood and it's never enough So far ahead of myself Wrapped up in these sheets I'm alone without love We could have been soft We could have just laughed and talked about the boring stuff Instead of being so hard And now I've lost everything I ever had I don't want you to be suffering I don't want you to be suffering How could I ever hurt you? How could I ever hate you? Sometimes I wish I was someone else Somеbody helping you love your self How could I еver change you? How could I ever fail you? I shut down communication lines I closed all of the windows Stayed awake at night Left your coins by the bedside light To remind me of us spending all our time Do you think of me at all? Those mornings we'd laugh until we cried a thousand times Is it too late to call? Are we about to lose everything we ever had? I don't want you to be suffering I don't want you to be suffering How could I ever hurt you? How could I ever hate you? Sometimes I wish I was someone else Somebody helping you love your self How could I ever change you? How could I ever fail you? All this trouble inside of us Tried to break us and keep us up in the night, in the night All this trouble inside of us Is it too late to call you up in the night, in the night? But I don't want you to be suffering I don't want you to be suffering How could I ever hurt you? How could I ever hate you? Sometimes I wish I was someone else Somebody helping you love yourself How could I ever change you? How could I ever fail you? I don't want you to be suffering