Helpless 歌词

I have feared that this room will be empty Where I plan on becoming a man But I need someone special to hold me I've been dying inside of my skin You told me you'd always be with me Well I feel you would never return Like the thief that is stealing my witness I gave him the time that I thought he deserves I am losing my faith in a Father Well he never stays on just for me And the mouth that spoke death to my mother Has just swallowed the claim that I need There is no more resisting the battle I have gained all the demons you saved And the woman has taken the saddle And rode the black horse to her grave Well I'm helpless and don't have the answer Like the man who's selling his soul Well I told you I'd always be faithful Now I swear I'm the bastard you know And I've been crying as if you offend me I am torn like the ragged young man As I walked down the street with your family I have cursed at the sky once again I am so helpless I am so helpless I am so helpless I am so helpless It feels like my face is on fire And my body was made out of stone And it hurts me to know I'm a liar And it kills me to think I'm alone