Midnight Thoughts 歌词

Yo, I throw on a facade And then, act like I'm alright Say I'll go to sleep But then I'll stay up all night And honestly I think that there's something Very wrong with me Writing down these lines But they just do not seem like songs to me I usually spend the night Locked inside my head Thoughts about my ex And the days that I will be dead Mood is suicidal This is just me in denial Burn my feelings in a pile I can't find the strength to smile Say they're tired of the sad shit Sorry that it's how I feel Ain't nobody bumps my shit I'm sorry that I lack appeal I just wanna cruise around Kick it with the top down Taller then these fools But they still wanna talk down Like what did I do To spite you Don't wanna fight you Chillin' in the darkness I'm just tryna spread some light dude And lately I have noticed That they hate everything I do I don't see the point to life So I spark up like Raichu And honestly I'm sorry If I ever caused you pain But it will be erased With a bullet to the brain Slit my wrists with the razor That I use to sever ties I hate when girls I love Move on to the better guys I'm tired of missing people That will never miss me See the pain inside my eyes And every time it gets me And I know I'm not good enough For anyone to love me I'm really not that funny And most peope think I'm ugly I'm sorry that I'm not enough Sorry that I'm not that tough I know my body's not that buff But maybe I can still find love And Cupids just another demon Sent to haunt me Say I wanna move on But then old feelings stop me I'm sorry I'm sorry