Special 歌词

Caught running away again Thought by now I'd figured out The hell of my undoing It's desperation to feel alive I don't wanna be special Just tell them a lie I don't wanna be different Just to stay alive You just wanna hear my screams Just to feel alive Bring me back to my body Is it in vain to think I'm worthy Of standing for something (lost faith, didn't want it) More than a body (didn't want things to be this way) I am nothing (lost faith, didn't want it) I am everything (I can tell by the look on your face) Failure finding (you lost faith, you didn't want this) Balance in philosophy (felt shame now you're running away?) I am nothing (you lost faith, you didn't want it) I am everything (didn't want things to be this way) I don't wanna be special Just tell them a lie I don't wanna be different Just to stay alive You just wanna hear my screams Just to feel alive Bring me back to my body Didn't really wanna be myself Now I never wanna see myself Didn't really wanna be myself Now I never wanna see myself And I wanted to scream all the things that you do When you're talking to me and manipulating And I know I'm no angel, I think that's okay I need you to feel something, sick and tired of waiting I don't wanna be special Just tell them a lie I don't wanna be different Just to stay alive You just wanna hear my screams Just to feel alive Bring me back to my body