Becoming 歌词

Something something in my brain It won't leave me and i can't sleep right A hole somewhere i can't explain Incompleted pictures out of sight Like a pebble in my shoe I can't find it blisters aggravate There's a problem hidden from view I can feel it and i can't concentrate All along Clearly wrong I'm becoming Not what i want to be I'm becoming See what i want to see I'm becoming Not the real me Bitterness i don't understand Thoughts inside me and i can't sleep right Wish it was only a dream This nightmare i can't fight Things are fine on the out side Everything to make mom happy I'm awake and all i've tried Happiness always evades me