Hardmode 歌词

It's hard to say the girl I love is gone The world doesn't deserve what she woulda sung Got doctors in my brain diggin through my skull And now it feels like all my beauty's gone All I ever wanted was a hit song Buy a house for my parents but that might be all gone Everyone's gathered 'roud crying something went wrong There's a tumor in my brain but it's not as bad as when I lost love It's like when God build me up, he said This life is gonna be too hard to live Grew up poor in the Bronx with a mother who only needs more Give her more, God Said I would have had a chance to get ahead But I'd be hanging on by a thread Fake friends, dark times, dead ends God put my life on hard mode God put my life on hard mode God put my life on hard mode When I was young they screwed me over for my last dimes I ran some great successes into land mines And grief is something no one wants to help ride They saw how hard it really was and then they slide Jumping out of moving cars cut scars across my arm I made it pretty far that's just not far enough I can't breathe when I see singers singing on TV That should be my baby That's bout the time I'm drinking Yeah, yeah, yeah It's like when God build me up, he said I'll give him strength for the life ahead I'm okay, dispite all of this pain or the hole in my brain I'm still standing Yeah, I always pray for a break And I've almost been at heaven's gates How much more can I take God put my life on hard mode God put my life on hard mode God put my life on hard mode I will not die, but live And proclaim what God did God put my life on hard mode I will not die, but live And proclaim what God did God put my life on hard mode God put my life on hard mode God put my life on hard mode