Blind Ambition 歌词

I can see her, through the white of the snow That she lined up for me on the mirror The good ones will pick you up when you're down and out I miss L.A. like a fever I miss driving around smoking reefer Tell my friends that I'll make my way out again And I don't have to explain myself to them I don't have to run them through the thought process Of where my blind ambition stems They just want to see me for who I am For who I'm gonna be So I ask myself, how come I'm so far away from it? How come the water tastes like wine but I feel so far away from it? I let the shivers run right down my spine For a second, yeah, I feel okay from the art I make But it comes with blood and it takes me away Can you calm me down yet? Can you pull me back to the dirt I came out of? It's what's in my heart again It's what's in my heart again It's what's in my heart again It's what's in my heart again But it hurts like hell when you know yourself 'Cause I feel too much God I really wanna love 'cause I'm done with hate I just need some drugs and a house on the hill Where the Malibu line is That's where my time was spent That's where every drive I ever drive in my mind ends That's why I'm diggin' here And after all the parties end with empty hands I wanna know that I tried it She said you gotta realize it And fuckin' fight 'til you're dying I remember the time spent, and the winds all pushed me home It's what's in my heart again It's what's in my heart again It's what's in my heart again It's what's in my heart again