Untitled 2 歌词

I just don't trust people who like me After you leave my house I'm already in doubt [?] I am convinced That I am some kind of cloud Of disease Someone said to take myself out Romance myself and have no doubts But all I ended up with was a can and a couch A lonesome heart and a hungry mouth The cat doesn't even like me these days And I can't blame her she is right in her ways I remember kissing you It stops my breath and skips up my neck Then I remember you are far away And I'm not the one you wanted anyway Love is a four lettered word, a curse and a lie I slept with a ghost I'm convinced, that night Didn't see you with the lights so dim You let me in and I knew then You let me in and I knew then I'm missing you when I try to sleep Like a kid on the phone waiting to speak And I'm in deep, I know I know But I'm a saint with the secrets I keep And I crumble with each memory