Pathetic Waste lyrics

My heart is broken And I’ve lost all hope And I will never change I know I’ll stay this way I'm a pathetic waste Forever wasted days I'm the worst! Yeah! I hope you know I'm sorry My face feels numb I don’t even know if I deserve love I'm afraid of what I want What if you’ve had enough? What if I'm one of the bad people? What if I'm one of the bad people? What if I'm one of the bad people? I think I'm black inside I feel the cracks in my sides What if I'm bad and I die? What if I'm one of the bad pеople? What if I'm one of the bad pеople? What if I'm one of the bad people?