The Curse lyrics

I'm getting tired of finding new ways To apologize To the people that I love Every time I feel paralyzed It keeps getting harder and harder Just to be me So I tell all my friends to go find someone else And they all disagree So don't you try to help me shine I'll ruin it all with this bad luck of mine Maybe if I lie once more I believe that I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, it's fine I wonder what it's like to walk around the town Without checking every corner I'm a loner longing to never be alone It's just too dangerous on my own It keeps getting harder and harder Just to be me So I tell all my friends to go find someone else And they all disagree I can't stand steady and my breathing's getting heavy And my chest is feeling tight Man I'm so not alright I've got no one to blame So please stay away I'll never be free I feel like the curse is me