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I would stab my eardrums Just to not hear their laughing Just to not hear their laugh I would rip my eyes out Just to not see their smiling And this horrible life In the end, I'll always be the lonely one Watching from the dark Seeing their smiling hurts more Than the cut of a thousand knives I would give my life Just to dance on their lifeless bodies In the end, I'll never know how it feels To be alive It hurts more Than the cut of a thousand knives It hurts more Than the shot of a thousand guns