The First Man lyrics

You're the first man Who taught me how to walk You're the first man Who taught me how to talk When I started to grow up I slowly watched you go That wall between us Made me feel so worthless It's so hard to impose my ceilings When you don't know most of my feelings (And I still forgive you) You're the cut that always bleeds 'Cause you don't really know me (But I will always forgive you) I know I'm not what you wanted And our past is haunted I promise I really tried my best To relieve that pain on my chest In the deep end you're just a little boy Who've lost someone in Helen of Troy But I still love you I will always love you You lost your first man The one who taught you how to walk You lost your first man The one who taught you how to talk I'm sorry if I'm fucked up Sorry, I just did my makeup Oh I'm sorry I bruise easily I've never felt good enough for me But you're still my first man