All Is Not Self lyrics

In the cold neurotic night I can't bring myself to tell you I'm not who you thought I am And I'd laugh until I died I'm leading a quiet life At an abandoned casino of nightmares As if a stranger's face Came home to play And I lost my way Something is missing All day long The light leaves lines of panic on the vine It doesn't matter how hard you try Wraiths astride tame tigers We're tied to altars in the sky If an abstract shell Of a man remains I won't be the same again