Emptiness lyrics

Here I am Falling due to things I should've said My difficulty to express myself became strong enough 'Till you don't even realize how much you matter to me I’m choking within the feelings I hide I still have hope I’ll find myself in this emptiness But will I recognize myself when I find me? It's like I stopped living and started to only survive I just want you to be happy Even if I am no longer the reason of your happiness Here I am Carrying the heaviest thoughts of my mind Fighting to sleep night after night But even sleep can't get closer Even sleep can't get close to me Because every time I close my eyes All I feel is emptiness I just want you to be happy Even if I am no longer the reason of your happiness