Eleven Years lyrics

My heart is racing Cannot think straight Total despair Awake in the night Totally alone, yet Feeling watched My time has come, I think Time to atone for my sins All those I've killed Came back to haunt me They are calling for me A subsonic calling Special for my kind Vomit inducing Everything in a haze A shadowy fog engulfs me I must escape Are the walls speaking to me? Dissociated! Identity! Eleven years! Brainwashed! Unaware! Eleven years ago! Subject attempted to terminate himself And failed Countermeasures in effect Recent memory erased Our killing machine! Zeitgeist! We shall prevail