Trapped In Spontaneous Disintegration lyrics

Days pass, years even The turmoil only a memory Repressed, long forgotten Only a memory Rationalized all doubt away I am just a normal human A normal human Who only sleeps If drugged to submission Nightmares hound me Failing to my death Incognito Myself, unglued Eternally trapped In spontaneous disintegration What is happening? Nothing But I can’t sleep Still deep inside, I wait for the day The day of reckoning The day that will end All this torment And I will bring this torment Bring it all upon others