Middle lyrics

Outlooks so positive I just can't agree Life made of negatives What if I've been wanting a little more? Knew the right way to go But I don't, I lie just held on to hope This life we're living goes up in smoke Slip in a grave too early Holy intervention Guess I'm riding on the line I don't need this now Found myself on tracks Speeding forward, hitting breaks, in the end it's all I'll just sit, relax Collision, fly away I'm just Helpless me Screwed up, it's alright I'm over waiting on your signs God above, do you hear my cry? It doesn't matter, I'm all mine In the middle Hitting dead ends Turn around and do it again If I said it, I won't regret it Take me as I am I'm a selfish girl couldn't cherish Anything at all Break my ego down Living in the middle Oh I know who I am Oh bravo, I faked it, how nice Too many, too many, too many lovers adore me And I guess that's what I like I never got so lucky Zero chance, give up, but I still want it Want it, got it, it ain't right Take it as it comes, don't cry Those clouds cover my pain Gonna take my chance, let rain Pour on, pour on me I'll make it Found myself on tracks Speeding forward, hitting breaks, in the end it's all I'll just sit, relax Collision, fly away I'm just Helpless me Screwed up, it's alright I'm over waiting on your signs God above, do you hear my cry? It doesn't matter, I'm all mine Guess, guess, guess, guess, guess, guess, guess Take a guess Dreams ending, I won't cry Sentence me Judge, jury I'm in the same place, searching for my life Helpless me Screwed up, it's alright I'm over waiting on your signs God above, do you hear my cry? It doesn't matter, I'm all mine In the middle Hitting dead ends Turn around and do it again If I said it, I won't regret it Take me as I am I'm a selfish girl couldn't cherish Anything at all Break my ego down Living in the middle