Pretending lyrics

Just forget it You make it so hard to fall with grace On and on, I'm giving you the space Could I take the risk? The path of most resistance Could I close the distance? And it's so embarrassing To ask me what's happening But you know full well what's going on and on Don't tell me I'm crazy 'Cause lately my mind's gone hazy So could you hear me out? I've got to find a way The kettle's boiling stronger Can't wait another day Til I get burned by water It's not for me, not today How many times will I say That thing, over and over I've got to find a way A way to guarantee it That it'll be okay Be fine and still believe it No matter if it goes south No matter if it goes down It doesn't matter, yeah Don't make it matter now Tell me darling all that it would take To make your world just stop to say my name And like my head that's spinning, stop the days from ending So I can stop pretending, pretending Pretending that I am Just meant to be standing here Pretending you're nothing It's nothing, it's not sincere Pretending it's alright To stay like this, stay like this Pretending Oh I'm sick of pretending I've got to find a way The kettle's boiling over To set my heart ablaze And drown my lungs in water It's gotta be today I know it sounds so cliche But I can't wait much longer I've got to find a way These gifts I can't just leave them Get past the narrow maze To you, so you'll receive them No matter if it goes south No matter if it goes down It doesn't matter, yeah