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Okay, okay, okay, okay Psychoanalyzing all of my decisions In the middle of the night (night) I'm revisiting the messages I sent to That one guy back in July (ooh) All my friends ask: What's the matter? You seem so under the weather They take drugs and they feel better Not me I only smoke to feel bad (okay, okay, okay, okay) I get anxious, I go home (I'm sorry) I don't know why I do that (I'm sorry, I'm sorry) Is it something you outgrow? (Oh, no) Endless cycle, feeling psycho Watch some YouTube (sick) I only smoke to feel bad (okay, okay, okay, okay) I guess I like to feel bad (I'm sorry) Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay I think that I'm overthinking Am I talking way too loud? Wish I hadn't blurred my vision Guys, I might be freaking out (ah) All my friends ask: What's the matter? You seem so under the weather They take drugs and they feel better Not me I only smoke to feel bad (okay, okay, okay, okay) I get anxious, I go home (I'm sorry) I don't know why I do that (I'm sorry, I'm sorry) Is it something you outgrow? (Oh, no) Endless cycle, feeling psycho Watch some YouTube (sick) I only smoke to feel bad (okay, okay, okay, okay) I guess I like to feel bad (I'm sorry) Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay I only smoke to I only smoke to (I'm sorry) Guess I like to feel bad, don't know why I do that Guess I like to smoke until I'm choking on my own past Guess I like to (feel bad, don't know why I do that) Guess I like to (like the feeling of when I'm dreaming or am I-) Guess I like to feel bad, don't know why I do that Guess I like to smoke until I'm choking on my own past Guess I like to (feel bad) Guess I like to