Depression 가사

No one will attend the funeral of a failure It's no surprise to be let down over and over Prepared to drown in my sorrow My chances to live will never see tomorrow This baggage is too much to bear on my own I always knew I would die alone So this is how it feels to be overthrown The feeling of never finding a home My entire life I've been living a lie As the seconds tick, I've been waiting to die Unwilling to even put up a fight I'm ready to comply, this is my last goodbye Doctors say in the head I'm not feeling well My entire life has been nothing but a living hell No one will ever know how far down I've fell Not even my own fucking self Watch as my soul parts way For I fear I won't live another day Tear out the sutures from my heart I don't deserve a restart It's hard to keep a straight head When your life's going down in a spiral As every grain of sand falls down into this dial My mind seems to wander when I'm wasting time Guess the best way it's put, I'm not doing fine I understand you are whom you define But I always feel my life's on the fucking line It never ends, existence is a crime Humanity is meaningless, we're all fucking swine Thoughts race, steady hand, pull the trigger And watch my life decline Bury my body, deep within the sea Death will only set me free As the waves enclose down on me Drown within the triangle, is where I'm made to be 25° north 71° west I dare someone to find me