Tragic Things 가사

Why did you leave me here? Broken, lost in fear Why did you hurt me? You didn't even want to call the ambulance and run away from my house You didn't even let my favorite toy stay with me I was in pieces, I was waiting for death It was like self-harm It was like breaking something and not fixing it It was like leaving me raw It was like killing myself slowly Sometimes I would rather have died than kissed you You were so beautiful, I didn't see your mask And when she fell it was too late I was already on fire and you were smiling triumphantly I wanted to punch your pretty face Because it will be with her that I will have my worst nightmares The cold of the night was freezing It seemed to paralyze me, I didn't even see you stab me The pain was throbbing, it was addictive I wanted to hurt myself So I wouldn't feel the pain of you leaving Why won't the hole in my chest close easily It was like catching fire It was like stabbing yourself It was like lying on broken glass It was like smiling amidst the ashes Sometimes I would rather have died than kissed you You were so beautiful, I didn't see your mask And when she fell it was too late I was already on fire and you were smiling triumphantly I wanted to punch your pretty face Because it will be with her that I will have my worst nightmares It was so tragic It looked like a movie scene You walking out the door and me begging you to come back These tragic things make me believe in the end Why did you use me so much That life doesn't even seem to make sense Sometimes I would rather have died than kissed you You were so beautiful, I didn't see your mask And when she fell it was too late I was already on fire and you were smiling triumphantly I wanted to punch your pretty face Because it will be with her that I will have my worst nightmares