3am Thoughts lyrics

It's three in the morning, I'm wide awake With a chest full of weight, everything's a haze Your name on my screen, I don't even reply But inside I'm falling, I'm sinking inside I remember the fault, remember the tone The way that I was, the damage I've done I spoke without thinking, I cut without sight Now the hollow inside wants to swallow my light And I try to escape But I circle back home Every wrong step I take Led me here, all alone I owe you a piece That I never could give If I could turn back time I'd teach myself how to live 3am thoughts I don't know how to let go 3am thoughts, they keep dragging me low Of what I have lost Of what I have broke 3am thoughts I'm the ghost that I choke 3am thoughts I'll carry the weight 3am thoughts Till the morning breaks If time won't rewind Then I'll learn how to ache 3am thoughts Just let me break There's a photo on the floor, a face out of focus There's guilt on the glass of my room, locked and hopeless I fought with the peace, I lost all direction And turned my own chest into endless reflection They see my silence, they think I'm okay But I'm drowning in real, I'm fading away I wanted to ask, I wanted to mend But not every wound let's you stitch up the end And I try to escape But I circle back home Every wrong step I take Led me here, all alone I owe you a piece That I never could give If I could turn back time I'd teach myself how to live 3am thoughts I don't know how to let go 3am thoughts, they keep dragging me low Of what I have lost Of what I have broke 3am thoughts I'm the ghost that I choke 3am thoughts I'll carry the weight 3am thoughts Till the morning breaks If time won't rewind Then I'll learn how to ache 3am thoughts Just let me break If I stare at the bottom Maybe I'll find me Between fear and my fault In the middle of daylight But now it's the night And I only can feel Carrying the pieces That I let hit the steel 3am thoughts I don't know how to let go 3am thoughts, they keep dragging me low Of what I have lost Of what I have broke 3am thoughts I'm the ghost that I choke 3am thoughts I'll carry the weight 3am thoughts Till the morning breaks If time won't rewind Then I'll learn how to ache 3am thoughts Just let me break