Pathetic lyrics

I saw the end long before the beginning You help me realize sometimes there's no point to winning Cause the second I thought I figured you out I was halfway out the door myself It's so pathetic the way I thought I loved you The way you made me feel like I was healed by your touch I was so hung up on you but now I'm hanging I know you led me on way long ago But I was hoping my blind forgiveness would lead me to your home It's so pathetic the way I thought I loved you The way you made me feel like I was healed by your touch I was so hung up on you but now I'm hanging