Havenhurst lyrics

It's desperation in my face from a lifetime of pain and isolation Everyday is just the fucking same I want to change but I can't get my foot in any door Everytime I know there's nobody home But what's the point in waiting outside alone The doors are locked and there's no windows And outside it's always thirty below Just when it seems like it might not be so bad It always kicks and tells me where I stand All this strife and all these tears And all this anger from all these years Has left me broken and is what keeps me hear I'll never be happy without you here