Chaos lyrics

Welcome to the madness That once belonged in dreams Welcome to my reality Coming apart at the seams Waking from my sleep frantic And tearing at my sheets Hidden between the nightmares and dreams An angel with broken wings The morning brings no new beginning As I wake to do it all over again Wearing the armor I forged in the blazing fire of him I wear a badge of honor now, I was awarded in the pale blue haze of healing I bare new scars of horror now Inflicted in the bright red smoke of chaos Oh, I am chaos Oh, this is chaos I am chaos How can this face so young show these lines of tragedy? I'm too far away now, there's no chance of retreat If I collapse into this hellish heat Would you come looking for me? Somewhere between my life and my dreams A hyper heart was lost at sea The morning brings no new beginning As I wake to do it all over again Wearing the armor I forged in the blazing fire of him I wear a badge of honor now, I was awarded in the pale blue haze of healing I bear new scars of horror now Inflicted in the bright red smoke of chaos Oh, I am chaos Oh, this is chaos I am chaos