The Art Of Self Blood Drinking lyrics

There is a claw grabbing my skull to remind me How my life was meant to be I pursued a dream for years I thought it could be useful Now it seems it has to fade away There's no time to stare at it while it's dying I'm trying to resist concentrating Gathering all my powers But those nails are sticking in my skin Your life's already planned They'd like to see me creeping And pick me up grabbing my neck Erase your minds Erase your memories Regret your life To erase your pain Then make fun of me (if I ask) "why do I have to forget my dreams?" But I hear the echo of their judgements And I run away "Enjoy a life that has never been yours"