Internal Suicide lyrics

I smile and nod my head, I appear to be a decent man I move through these different worlds I pretend to take interest in what you say Why can't you just vanish or die at my command? I wish I was given a quota of kills Internal Suicide I'm the in in sanity, the ab in normal I've come to terms with the fact that I am mearly a drop in the dark wide ocean Insignificant but the ripples I leave are eternal I wish I was given a quota of kills Internal Suicide Everyday I war the face you want me to I must cage my despise buried deep inside Everyday I fight to survive yet another day There is no such thing as compromising I wish I was given a quota of kills Internal suicide.