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My little girl, close your eyes Say bye I'lll take you to a better place You're scared, I know Afraid, I'll let you know This is not what I wanted for you I am my enemy I'm not what you dream I suck at what you love Also, I failed in love I feel like I betrayed myself And I can't see beyond I'm stuck in the past And what's next? I dry my tears and more of yours I'm not what you waiting for I hate doing what you loved Because it was never enough After everything was over I Never found another reason to live I think I'm not ready to fly But that's all I want I am my enemy I'm not what you dream I suck at what you love Also, I failed in love I feel like I betrayed myself And I can't see beyond I'm stuck in the past And what's next? (I want to be you again) I feel like I betrayed myself And I can't see beyond I'm stuck in the past I hate this