Decadency in my life lyrics

Full of hate in my heart Deceptions in my life No love,no money Bruttaly is the reality Decadency in my life Consumed in alcohol Decadency in my life Moments of descontrol Full of hate in my heart Deceptions in my life No love,no money Bruttaly is the reality Decadency in my life Consumed in alcohol Decadency in my life Moments of descontrol I am depressed Alcohol is the solution Girls is the solution Drugs is the solution I am depressed Money is the solution Crossover is the solution Death is the solution Why?