Original lyrics
ENYeah
Same block
Same pain
Let's go
I've been staring up for hours now
Watching everything just drift away
The sky keeps changing shape
But I'm still stuck down here
Same cracked street, yeah
The concrete knows my shadow
These walls seen all my lows I move like I'm invisible
Nobody knows, nobody knows
Everything up there moves easy
No weight, no reason to stay
While I'm stuck in this parking lot
Trying to remember that feeling
That light feels so far now
Fading like stars at dawn
Counting cracks in the pavement
Like something went wrong
I watch the clouds fall apart
Don't even move, I just stay
They're going somewhere without me
I don't know how to escape
I'm just weight
I'm just bones
I'm just fear in my chest
Everything moving around me
While I'm stuck in my head
Yeah, I'm stuck in my head
Jet trail cutting through the blue
Then it fades like it lied
Like it was never even there
Like most things in my life
I used to think I could leave too
Just vanish into the air
No goodbyes, no explanations
Nothing left to repair
But my wings made of concrete
(Yeah) they keep me down
Watching life from a window
While it spins, no sound
Gravity won't let go
Keeps pulling me back
Keeps telling me where I stand
Keeps me stuck in this trap
I keep staring at the sky
Like it owes me something real
Like an answer's gonna fall Tell me how I'm supposed to feel
But it don't
I watch the clouds fall apart
Don't even move, I just stay
They're going somewhere without me
I don't know how to escape
I'm just weight
I'm just bones
I'm just fear in my chest
Everything moving around me
While I'm stuck in my head
Maybe up there it don't hurt
No past, no weight, no scars
Just air, just space, just silence
No pressure in your heart
No ground to hold you down
No thoughts you gotta fight
Just drifting with the wind
Disappearing into light
While I'm still here
Same place
Same night
I watch the clouds fall apart
Don't even move, I just stay
They're going somewhere without me
I don't know how to escape
I'm just weight
I'm just bones
I'm just fear in my chest
Everything moving around me
While I'm stuck in my head
But maybe weight's an anchor
Maybe bones still hold
Maybe fear's the only thing
That keeps me from letting go
Sun goes down, shapes turn black
But I still look up
Still waiting for something to change
But nothing changed
Still here
Same block
Same sky
Same damn block
But I'm still here